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"We won't be friends forever." <-- then what the HELL are you still doing here?
"Why are they always walking off?" <-- dont pretend like your so ballsy. but when we ask, you say. sometimes?
"Yeah. I like Stewart" <-- that was just dry. of all things, thanks for not telling us.
"I still like the Jonas Brothers." <-- like i give a shit!
"I can't hang out this weekend. cause im busy." <-- yeah. with your other, more important friends.
"i wanna meet new people." <-- go right ahead. but why the HELL would you need to leave the old people?

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Dear ABBEY;
and yes.
im not afraid to write your name.
thanks a lot.
thank you.
so so so much.
for finally letting me realize something,
the only people you should want in your life, are the people that want you in theres;
the ONLY reason i walk off with my BESTFRIEND; is cause were that close, that she knows my family problems. She knows i cry every night. She knows i hate being home. and she wants to know about it. Because were really close. And because she helps a lot. You and me, were that close; w e r e being in the PAST-tense form. The ONLY people you're close to now, are the people you chose over us; you chose them over us, when weve been there. Wen did you meet Joshua huh? when? oh andum. when did you meet Stewart? Thats great. this year maybe? i knew you, in kindergarden. What the HELL is that? Yeah. im sorry that your saying we wont be friends forever. Yeah, it hurts. But what hurts most, is that weve never had a problem. Weve never had a reason to be saying that; atleast an intelligent, and tactful reason. Your reason; is that youve made new friends. And of all people, you think i would really give a shit if you like the JONASBROTHERS. Wth? yeah. cause i really stay up at night chipping my nails over the fact that you like them. youknowwhat? when you come to your sences. when you stop changing. when your ABBEY again. when you realize that you were under the title of best friend, but not being the charector; when you just finally realize that im not angry, im just putting up this huge wall with the huge sign of anger because i dont want you to feel superior. When you finally realize that sadness is behind that wall. When you stop ditching me for other people. When you finally want to be under the title of AJJE again. then lets see if those "other friends" can help you figure out to do if you cant. cause you know what i would say. but fine. i get it. im not stupid. but i guess your just one of the people i would need to let go. because think again; your not impressing me. im ot going to want to be near you just because you show no interest in being around me. you are not my role model. you were though; you used to be strong. you used to stand up for what you believed in. You used to never be busy when i needed you. you used to need me. you used to be a beautiful person. And just because your very pretty Abbey, doesnt give you the right to treat others like shit. but best of all; you used to be yourself; and thats when i would look up to you. So go figure out your life; when you need someone to talk to, go find your other friends. because i dont want to hear about them. and leave Josh alone. he doesnt like you, okay? get over yourself. and get over him. you deserve better than someone that doesnt appreciate you as a person. I used to be one of those people. Until you hurt me. Abbey; you hurt me really badly. and you dont even care.
have a good life.
and remember that loved isnt a word.
EC.

PS. I'll stay strong. it just sucks. because people always leave.
i just never thought you would be one of those people.